Happy 365 days, Love.

Lil bit flashback to 24 march one year ago. For the first time you tell me that you fancies on me for a long time. You tell all behind the scene story about you and me with clumsy and nervous style. Gravity around us. 

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Tepat 1 tahun lalu, 24 maret 2013.
Seseorang (dengan susah payah) mengakui dan mengutarakan bahwa dia sudah lama menyukaiku
Sudah lama ingin mengenal lalu mengajak ku  berkencan, namun selalu kalah  dengan waktu. Rasanya sangat dekat dalam jangkauan, Namun ketika mendekat tidak bisa saling berpapasan seolah berbeda dimensi.

Dengan malu dan gugup pria itu bercerita panjang lebar apa dan bagaimana apa yang dia rasakan selama ini. dan ketika ada kesempatan bagi kami bertemu di satu moment hingga dia memberanikan diri mengutarakan. Dia bilang baru kali ini secara langsung dia mengutarakan kepada seorang wanita tentang perasaan nya dan itu membuat nya sangat gusar dan malu. Dia berkata butuh waktu berhari hari maju mundur lalu akhirnya mengurungkan niat karena tidak berani.

Aku  ingat ingat lagi memang beberapa hari sebelum kamu mengatakan semua nya gerak gerik mu memang sedikit aneh. Dalam tiap kesempatan pembicaraan serius kamu seperti mendadak menelan biji salak...tercekat, lalu kembali diam. Hahaha. Ketika memulai menjurus ke arah pembicaraan serius pun aku sering bertingkah seolah tidak tahu apa apa.

Kenapa aku katakan happy 365 days? karena memang....kita tidak pernah memilik hari jadi pasti. Berdekatan sudah lumayan lama, dan mengalir begitu saja higga kamu mengatakan semua behind the scene cerita dari mu untuk ku, dan apa motif motif dari tindakan mu, hingga membuat potongan potongan cerita itu bersambung satu sama lain dan menjadi sebuah cerita cinta sederhana namun sangat manis.
Ini hari yang special buat mu, dan tentu saja buat ku. Mengetahui dari sesorang bahwa ada seorang pria yang menyukai ku sebegitu manis nya. Tidak ada perayaan apa-apa hari ini karena tidak ada kamu disini sekarang. Bahkan hari ini kamu sibuk dengan  pekerjaan mu. Mungkin akan kita rayakan ketika bertemu. Cukup berdua sambil berpelukan sepanjang hari.


Ingin rasanya aku kembali sebentar ke 365 hari yang lalu. Menikmati saat saat ketika kamu selalu ada disampingku , tidak berjauhan seperti ini. Agar aku bisa merengek dan dimanja. hahaha. Makanya Tuhan menghukum ku jauh dari mu sekarang karena aku terlalu merepotkan saat kemarin.

Terimakasih sayang...Untuk semua hal yang sudah kamu lakukan, Kamu tidak romantis, tidak juga ekpresif. Kamu lebih bisa menunjukan dengan perlakuan ketimbang kata kata cinta seperti orang kebanyakan. Dan  itu menyebalkan ketika kita berjauhan seperti ini .  Tapi memang harus aku akui apa yang sudah  kamu lakukan untuk ku selama ini  lebih dari sekedar kata kata cinta romantis penyair manapun.

Sambil menulis ini cobalah mendengar kan lagu coldplay - gravity. Cukup untuk membentuk romantic mood sambil me-rewind rewind hal hal  manis yang sudah dilalui. Itu akan semakin menumpuk rindu dan semakin tidak sabar untuk pertemuan beberapa hari lagi setelah hampir 100 hari aku tidak bisa melihat wajahmu secara langsung.

I miss you, Swetheart...
I’m looking forward for more days and more years with you.

Coldplay - Gravity

Baby
It's been a long time coming
Such a long, long time
And I can't stop running
Such a long, long time
Can you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear that sound?
'Cause I can't help thinking
And I won't stop now

And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me
And then I looked up at the sky
And saw the sun
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone
On everyone

Baby
When your wheels stop turning
And you feel let down
And it seems like troubles
Have come all around
I can hear your heart beating
I can hear that sound
But I can't help thinking
And I won't look now

WELCOME GOLD-OLD

My 6th birthday. I miss my white dress, my alien weird hat, my big birthday cake and my vintage wall in my old house, too :')

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25 years old
Seperempat abad.
Yes, I’m getting old. OH NOOOOOO.

27 february in early morning, a naked little boy run to me while bring cake and gift in hand. Also his mom speak , “Bulek mimin ulang tahunnnn….kasih kue nya dan kado nya…”. And then he kiss my cheek. I feel sweet euphoria.
Yes…little surprise from my family. My mom, my sisters, my niece and nephew, also my brother in law.
They said happy birthday to me.

 

Pose with my first cake and gift : Mini floral dress. Please kindly ignoring my sleepy face plus my one line eye, pffftttt :)))

Actually. Very long time ago I can’t feel birthday euphoria like this since My 11Th birthday. My brother in law, Saripudin make a birthday party for me and invite my friends for coming to my house with invititation card ‘Tiada kesan tampa kehadiran mu”
Yes…Almost every years in my birthday my family make a birthday party for me. But this routines stop when I’m 12 years old until 24 years old. Because my life not same like before. My circle life turn blue and I feel “krisis” moment. Sometimes I think because I growth so fast turn a teenager and I lost my unyu aura, so people ignoring me hahahaha x)))

But in my 25 years old, I get sweet the day when I'm born.

Cake, gift, and smile people around me when they hold my hand. Ah…welcome back my sweet 27 february.  I’m really happy.

And…27 february night , my best friends in town give me a little surprise too. With a cute blackforest and holding my hand while said happy birthday. 
 

I hope this is a good beginning for my 25. 

So far…I feel so blessed born as MINATI ARTA.
My journey life sooooo colourfull about happy moment and sad moment. But thankful god, experience is precious.
Alhamdulilahhhh....Until now, I’m alive, I’m healthy , I have a job, I have boyfriend who INSYA ALLAH the truly sweetheart in my life (Amin), I have good best friends, Em...I'm still virgin , living close  my family, back to “anak rumahan” again, I’m still skinny and tiny (haha) , and people said I’M STILL LOOKS LIKE 15 YEARS OLD! Ahahaha. Yes, I’m 15 years old with 10 years experience.  Really I wanna looks young ever after.

Yes it’s me, Officially 25 Years.

*upload - cancel- upload - cancel- upload~~ * And finally, I can upload MY FACE WITH MAKE UP. Please don't called me Ondel ondel T.T

  

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I’m still the same little mimin. Skinny tiny body, straight hair with popon hair, weird style,  Bad little girl and good little girl at the same body, Kutu buku who never looks like kutu buku, I'm still shy girl who often pretend be a cool and confident girl. I still a dreamer. I still love writing and story telling. Just little change from me, braces in my teeth and…I’m using make up, Ulalala~
(even just make up experiment for photo shoot). I’m still shy show to others , my face with make up. I'm Scared if my face looks like sundel bolong or waria galak or ondel ondel and then I’m scare them. Hahaha.  I using make up for surrounds my house, and for the real hangout …..Back to baby powder and lipgloss again. 

By the way, I have two pisces woman around me. My sister Hapsari lima and my mom , Martini . And make a lil surprise and give some gift  for you both….is my happiness.

Happy birthday my fussy woman! I LOVE YOU TO THE FULLEST.  MUAAAHHHHH.

 

My wish for me now...and for my future. I hope I can be a better person, I hope get more rezeki , I hope longevity so I can spending my time with people that I love, I have a good career, good live and I wanna do more travelling, I want surrounds the world. I hope can be the real writer. I wanna bring forth a Book. And....let's flashback to my childhood. When I'm little girl, I Playing some dolls with my friend, and she ask me, "at what age you want get married and wearing beautiful dress like this barbie?" And...I answer, "25 YEARS OLD".